So the surgery is tomorrow… and I cant help being a little fidgety. My body will be never be the same again….
But … But… BUT … in roughly 28 hours from now… the cancer will be removed from my body. I have been carrying around this hateful tumor everywhere with me… everywhere i go, everything i do… even as I type this… it’s here sitting almost next to my heart, growing a little bit every second. I imagine it like an alien being in possession of my boob, that has a tiny heart beat of its own , as it spreads its tentacles deeper and deeper into my body.
By nightfall tomorrow, IT WILL BE GONE. I am sure this is relieving, and this is what I will be staying focussed on.
Bye Bye cancer. You wont be missed.
In other news, Mommy’s here..! This is the first time my Mom and K are meeting, and in other circumstances this would have been an awkward time. But , now everything is in perspective. Noone cares about who said what, who stays where, and all that. Everything is going smoothly. 🙂
I also managed to get some dental fillings done, though I haven’t managed to work out how to fit the root canal in yet. We’ll see, lah!